Why is it we always seem to find what we are looking for when we are not looking for anything at all. When the universe has the solution ready and waiting before the problem has even revealed itself. It's like life whispers exactly what you need to hear while embracing you. During the toughest time. But then, in an effort to develop patience, you hear the most beautiful words ever uttered only to find your self waiting for the substance of the thing you now hope for. I guess this is where faith comes from?
I suppose if you hold on and make it through this time of waiting without going absolutely insane it will be worth it. All the pain, the loss, the fear, the fight, doubt, excitment that led to disappointment, the bullshit that led to success... it is all worth it. Even all the shit that went down prior to this. It was worth pushing through just to feel this. To know this for once, to know these things for real...
...shit, for the first time in life. To feel what you have never felt before. And to know that you are able to share this experience... this beautiful mess that you've become.
And while you wait... a challenge is issued.
Stick with me, kid. We're going places.
The Boss
p.s. none of the characteristics of your entry today are present on the River Styx..... say the word.... J O R D A N (smile)
Posted by: Stephen LeBlanc | June 30, 2008 at 03:57 PM
I love you Dusty
Posted by: Stephen LeBlanc | June 30, 2008 at 03:40 PM